Memories that Fade

I've tried very hard to evoke early memories. From age two on, it's fairly easy, but before that, memories are not necessarily the same, I believe, since I believe that the brain function that stores these memories perhaps doesn't work in the same way that it does as soon as we hit a certain age. I can remember feelings, fuzzy visions of my parents' house in Gupibagh. I can remember being in a high chair, eating this raw egg and sugar concoction that my mother used to feed me. I definitely remember how much I liked it, being loaded with sugar! My folks had a jumper mechanism that attached to a door frame that I remember being in, bouncing around, having a grand old time before that quantum leap to the fully operational two legged world. The earliest memory conjures up a scene in a doctors office, laying naked on my tummy, and getting a shot in the butt, then crying like hell! My earliest indignity! That memory is purely functional, in the sense that there wasn't any, but simply a collage of sensations without an interpreter to them.

Early memories have been aided by a mountain of slide photographs of myself as a baby - a roll of film every two weeks it seems! My first this, my first that, it has all been recorded for posterity in living Kodachrome 35MM color! My mom told me that I was a good baby, but I cried a lot at night, I'm sure much to the chagrin of both my parents, especially my dad, who is very sensitive around his sleeping habits. I'm sure I was a test for him! During this time, I've heard, there was a lot of controversy over how exactly to raise children - many of the old school norms were being questioned and analyzed by the new high priests of science, the doctors and psychologists. Some said to attend to babies when they cried, and others said that rushing to a crying baby taught it a response to stimulus, that crying would be rewarded with attention and love, and this would set a dangerous precedent for the ever- learning child. So I guess my parents sided a bit on the latter theory, but were taught a painful lesson one hot August night in 1995. My crib was in their bedroom, and I was crying myself to sleep, as usual. But this night was different - I didn't fall asleep but kept crying. Not ones to give in, my folks let me cry until they began to suspect something was wrong. When they came into the bedroom and turned on the light, they had the shock of their lives. The room was swarming with mosquitoes! There was a mosquito epidemic in Dhaka at that time, and someone left the window open. Needless to say, I was a human pin cushion for those mosquitoes, who were having a feast on my tender newborn blood. So, in between the feelings of horror and guilt, my parents swatted and swatted until their arms got tired, till the wee hours of the morning, until all the mosquitoes were gone. What complicated matters was that I was slightly allergic to mosquito bites, and I swelled up like a baby balloon. I must have looked pretty funny, but I'm sure both mom and dad must have felt awful for not coming into my room sooner, in addition to the general feeling of hurt of seeing one's child in pain. To this day, I still have a tenuous relationship with mosquitoes.

I still have some vague memories of the early toys that I had, some kind of tough guy doll, the warming plate that attached to my crib, my yellow rubber ducky, some kind of playpen. Playpens - prisons for infants, serving time behind bars. I was doing time in a really nice wooden pen with little blocks and wooden balls built right into the playpen that I would spin and spin as fast as I could. Already the boy in me was coming out, seeing how fast I could spin those pieces of playpen hardware.

I wasn't nursed, as, of course, this was the 90s, and it was better living through chemistry' time, boys and girls! Certainly the folks at the local pharmaceutical corporation could do one better than mother's milk, and it was certainly less embarrassing than exposing one's breast!

Some memories are so far distant that I can only remember bits and pieces, sounds, feelings, but not much visually, which is quite different from ordinary memory for myself and perhaps most other people.But hey, I was getting all of the attention, and that's always great for a little kid !!

:: Illuminati exposed [Part 1] ::

INTRODUCTION:

This whole thing with the Illuminati and a Shadow Government may be unreal to many people, but stay with me for a while and give it a chance. I encourage you to read this introductory, over-viewing article before you read anything else from this blog, unless you are already familiar with the Illuminati. Even then it would probably be refreshing to read it. This article is exactly just that - an overview.

The evidence and in depth discussions to support my information is not going to be provided in this particular article; it only summarizes what will be discussed on the rest of my blogs. So after you have finished reading this overview, you need to look for references and evidence among the rest of the articles to come in this database, set up for you for your own further research. This is the way to find your way through an overload of Media lies, cover-ups and half-truths. It is not an easy task, but if we have the willingness and a certain amount of patience we can do it. You will find out that it is "a game within games within games". We are the flies being stuck in a giant web of deceit. The question is: who is the Spider?

I believe you will have enough information on my blog to get the whole picture of what is going on and who is pulling the strings, so if you look at it with an open mind, I think that after a while you will have little doubt that the Shadow Government, a Global Elite, is trying to create a malevolent World Government above our heads, and they are just about to succeed!

These are not some paranoid conspiracy theories, like some people want you to believe, but facts backed up by evidence and even admitted by some of the people I am exposing as being behind the plot. Much of it is therefore already in the open if we have eyes to see and ears to hear.

I am not trying to convince you that I have the whole picture to present to you, but I do say that I am very certain that an agenda to control the whole world and create a One World Government, an old goal for these people, is about to be completed, and it's bound to happen in YOUR lifetime.

Most of us agree that something is very wrong with this world. Civil wars, diseases, famine, ethnic cleansing, religious wars, different violations of human rights ... the list is long and it just goes on. Are all those bad conditions totally separated from each other, or do they have a common source?

All I ask from you is to think for yourself and have an open mind. Throw away everything "you've been told", things "you've learned in school", what you've "heard on the radio", what you've "seen on Television", what "politicians have told you" etc. - just for a moment. Let's start thinking for ourselves for just awhile. It's not too often we have that opportunity when we on a daily basis are bombarded with information and propaganda wherever we are. We are constantly fed with opinions, bad news and lies, and there are tons of untold secrets. Life is hectic; we have to earn a living, and we are afraid to be laid off work. Our survival is threatened constantly, at least that's how it seems, and this is primarily occupying our thinking these days. So what is it that causes so much fear and uncertainty in our lives? Is life really this threatening, or is somebody creating a condition of fear and terror on purpose? Much of this fear and terror is spread through Media, which are owned by a few people at the very top of the society, whom I sometimes call the "Puppet Masters" or the "Brotherhood". And those people have their very own dark agenda.

The Illuminati  is a very secretive group of occult practitioners who have been around for thousands and thousands of years and are using the Jewish Cabala as one of their guidelines to oppress the rest of the population. It is not a boys' club or a group of adults trying to get some excitement in life; this is something much bigger and much more sinister. It is an extremely well structured organization consisting of people in very High Places. Those people are the Super Wealthy, who stand above the law. Many of them don't even appear on the list of the wealthiest people in the world - they are that secret. What is driving them is power, money and control over life and death of others and themselves.

This blog has a certain purpose. First of all I will try to brief you on the current scene, especially the political one, in the world of today. This is the truth about politics and world affairs, which you will never know about by reading newspapers, watch TV or listen to the radio. I will try to comment on important things we are fed with through different Media outlets and explain or debate them. All this based on the facts I am going to give you soon. I will also try to present a solution in a specific section of my site. Secondly, I will try to show you what is the ultimate goal for these people and how to fight this evil in a very effective way, without using any violence or weapons of any kind. Yes, that IS possible and actually the only way! When you've studied this some more, you will understand too.

This blog will be currently updated as new information comes in. But to understand it all, you have to be briefed on what is going on behind the scenes on this planet and beyond, the version you were never meant to hear - the truth certain people don't want you to know.

The Order of the Illuminati: Its Origins, Its Methods and Its Influence on the World Events

The Order of the Illuminati is often at the center of debates about the impact of secret societies on human history. Is the Illuminati a myth or does it truly secretly rule the world? As the number of people asking that question has grown, facts about the Order have become diluted with misconceptions and disinformation, making objective research on the subject difficult. This article will be one of many attempts to shed some factual light on the Order of the Illuminati by reviewing some of the most important documents on the subject.

The world “Illuminati” is thrown around rather freely to describe the elite group that is secretly running the world. Most have a general idea of the meaning of the term, but are confused about the concepts and the ideas relating to it. Is the Illuminati the same thing as Freemasonry? What are their goals? What are their beliefs? Why do they act in secret? Do they practice occultism? Attempting to objectively research the subject can become an arduous task as most sources end up being either dismissive disinformation pieces that deny (and even ridicule) anything related to the Illuminati or, at the other end of the spectrum, espouse ill-informed fear mongering based on rumors and misconceptions. In both cases, the researcher ends up with the same result: a distorted version of the truth.
Considering that Secret Societies are supposed to be, by definition, secret, and that history is often rewritten by those in power, obtaining the unbiased truth about the Illuminati is a challenge. This article does not claim to “reveal” or “expose” everything that is to be known about the Illuminati; it rather attempts draw a more precise picture of the Order by citing authors who have extensively studied the subject. Whether they are, at the end of the day, critics or apologists of the Illuminati, these authors base their thoughts on credible facts. Some of the most interesting documents on the Illuminati were written by initiates of Secret Societies as they understood the philosophical and spiritual undercurrent driving the movement forward. Using these works, we will look at the origins, the methods and the impacts of the Illuminati on the world.

Symbols of the Illuminati

Fascinated by symbolism and numerology, the globalist's favorite tactic is to leave blueprints to their plans "hidden in plain view." From messages delivered to the masses through the media and films to Time Warner's all-seeing eye, we are repeatedly reminded by the illuminati themselves that they are controlling us and are omnipresent. World leaders from Clinton to Prince William have been photographed proudly flashing the sign of the devil. Architecture around the globe is laid out to represent their occult icons or structured based on occult numerology . The New World Order's symbolism is everywhere and there are globalist fingerprints all over the September 11th attacks as well as the Madrid train bombing.

Favorite Illuminati Symbol: The All-Seeing Eye. New World Order Currency: The all-seeing-eye on the dollar bill. Below the illuminati pyramid/eye symbol are the words: "Novus Ordo Seclorum," which can be translated as: "A new order of the ages"

The Serpent promised Adam and Eve that their eyes would "be opened" if they ate of the fruit of the tree of knowledge of good and evil. The key word in this passage is eyes, which in Hebrew can be translated "knowledge." Opened can be translated "broadened." What the Serpent promised Adam and Eve was that knowledge would be broadened if they ate of the forbidden fruit.

But the most foreboding aspect of this Scripture emerges from the fact that the Hebrew word for "eyes" is not plural, but singular. What the Serpent actually told Adam and Eve was that their "eye" would be broadened by knowledge.

The "eye" that Scripture wants us to consider is not the physical organ of sight, but the eye of the mind or the soul. This singular "eye" is called the "third eye" of clairvoyance in the Hindu religion, the eye of Osiris in Egypt, and the All-Seeing Eye in Freemasonry. (SOURCE: John Daniel, Scarlet and the Beast , Vol. III, pp. 6-7)

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The all-seeing eye is the elite's favorite symbol. It represents the eye of Lucifer,seeing all and is usually atop a pyramid, the symbol for a top-down command and control system of compartmentalization.

Below are just some examples of the all-seeing eye hidden in plain view from the US and UK government and in corporate logos:

US and UK Government Examples of the All-Seeing Eye

This absurdly in-your-face example of illuminati symbolism (and intent) is the logo for a new Orwellian DARPA division, "Total Information Awareness." When the logo and the office became public, outrage led to DARPA's saying they were canceling the project.

of course, the project is still in force, just under different guises.

The logo depicts the all-seeing eye at the top of a pyramid beaming down on the globe.

yes, this poster is real and was put out by the UK government. It could have been a 1940's movie poster for 1984, but this image was distributed across London to publicize London Transport's increased use of CCTV on buses.

The art is reminiscent of the propaganda posters of WWII or of totalitarian regimes, and portrays multiple all-seeing eyes stylized along the lines of the eye of Osiris below the words, "Secure beneath the watchful eyes."

The all-seeing-eye on the dollar bill, which Americans see every time they make a cash transaction. Below the illuminati pyramid/eye symbol are the words: "Novus Ordo Seclorum," which can be translated as: ' A new order of the ages"

VIDEO REFERENCES:-

Illuminati The Feemasonry & Zionism:
The Master Plan To Rule The World

12 mins preview

Full Version coming soon
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D O C U M E N T A R Y

Blythe still in custody

::Randy Blythe Arrested, Charged With Manslaughter::

Lamb Of God vocalist Randy Blythe has been arrested, accused of manslaughter. Wow. Thought I’d never say that.
Apparently he got into an altercation with a fan while in Prague, Czech Republic on May 24th, 2010, and the injuries that resulted lead to the man’s eventual death. In Randy’s defense, then man jumped up on stage, and as we all know, after what happened to Dimebag, that’s a big no-no. Not much else of importance is known, but spokespeople for Lamb of God that spoke to Metalsucks said that the band’s lawyers are dealing with it and they expect him to be exonerated.
 Heavy Metal band Lamb of God continued with U.S. tour plans as long as they could, pending the outcome of their incarcerated singer Randy Blythe. Yesterday, the group announced they would have to postpone their tour, due to kick off August 1st.
Blythe was arrested on June 27th while touring Europe, in connection for the death of a fan in 2010. The concert-goer sustained a head injury after charging the stage multiple times, then hitting his head on the venue floor. The incident was not reported. The fan left the venue on his own and later fell in to a two-week coma before passing away. The Czech police have charged Blythe with manslaughter, claiming he is responsible for the man's fall and consequent death. Nobody was informed of a warrant for Blythe's arrest after the incident, until the band entered the country for a show last month.
Bail was set at $200,000, which Blythe posted. The bail was then raised to $400,000 and Blythe is still incarcerated. No word has been given on whether he will be allowed to leave the country or when/if a trial date will be set. A petition was created in an effort to get the the U.S. government involved in this international case.
The band released the following statement:
''Due to the continued incarceration of LAMB OF GOD singer Randy Blythe in the Czech Republic, the band’s co-headline tour with Dethklok scheduled to begin August 1st in Seattle is being cancelled. The band regrets the decision but the uncertainty of Randy’s release makes it impossible to carry on with the tour. Upon Randy’s release, it is the band’s intention to rebook a tour in the fall and at this time the band fully intends to participate in the Mayhem Cruise in December.''
LAMB OF GOD wishes to thank Dethklok, Adult Swim and Gojira for their support and patience as well as all of the promoters who had dates on the tour. Last but certainly not least, the band thanks all of the fans who bought tickets for the tour and who have been supportive of Randy and the band over the last month that Randy has been held in Prague. Without the fans, there is no LAMB OF GOD.
Popular Metal band Slipknot also released a statement noting Lamb of God would not be able to perform at their Knotfest concert festival on August 17th and 18th, and would be replaced with another act.
In Chicago, Lamb of God and Dethklok were scheduled to perform at the Congress Theater on August 21st. The band hopes to reschedule the tour in the near future, once Blythe's situation plays out.
 

Randy Blythe, singer for Heavy Metal band Lamb of God

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